Imaginary Chi
When I see her
I see
a new point of view.
Im lonely
If only...
If only she knew.
Could I get through?
I see,
To be, it has to be true.
Im mistaken,
Abandoned,
Forsaken, unhanded, and
Damned to be me.
Its just lovely,
The tragic,
The sad and dramatic.
Companionless and happy
In my own
Melancholy colony of chi.
When I see her Im happy to be imaginary.
In her memory Ill always be
Unremembered.