Take it Out
No.
No I'm not so great, really.
Still I can be... still... I'm NOT,
And I'm letting my self ROT alone.
I only want to be happy and...
Home. Help me. No.
No you can't help me.
I have to save myself... or,
I won't ever believe in myself...
Again.
You said you loved me.
You are my newest friend.
Friend.... Take it out of my eyes.
You said you loved me...
And.... I love you in these LIES.
I feel so full of happiness dope... SO FULL
Of over exaggerated hope... from a memory... so full
of you laughing at me, while I worry... for your soul.
Whats wrong with what I feel? You know...
whats wrong with what I feel. What should I do?
I don't know, from here,... where the fuck to go.
Everything always has to end this way with me.
You made me so happy... you helped me to see.
This chaos inside is never ending and somehow...
GET IT OUT OF ME ... I have to set it free.