numb stuck... my mind missing more and more of that happieness we all seem to be looking for. If i'd just become numb then i wouldn't care, to share whatever is left of this "life" so un-fair... ...I'll never know why i do this to myself still, it must be better to give than to live to just kill... ...kill all the smiles i've kept deep inside. Open my eyes to the lies that hide. Not a word spoken untrue was from me, can't anyone see? Written with pills, her words make me feel. It is time to become NUMB to what's real.   2003Šimperfectcreations