-Dying dreams- (6:00am) Sitting up to try and stand up, To get out and prove to the world NOTHING… I'm on a quest with no destination or meaning. Why the fuck can't I hear myself screaming?!! Dreaming dreams of slit wrist bleeding. Waking up with nothing but a knife next to me. …it's never felt so cold in this room. The walls around me drown me. Bury me beneath these rock stars, When the walls around me surround me and fall. Will I ever wake up like this again? Afraid to sleep. What if I don't wake up at all? Will the next dream I dream be the end? 3/26/03                                                                   next                                                         back