Give Me Torture
When I can not find the
answers I'm asking for,
I try to forget and I lie to the doctor.
My pills have run out. When can I get more?
Thanks to the medicine I can no longer feel.
I'm falling asleep just in front my front door.
Fuck. Fuck.
Give me a reason
Why? What,
Am I going to do
About you?
I don't want to live here
Without you,
But I really doubt you
Will give me...
Please,
give me another chance.
How can you not see the
signs flying past you?
I just need some time to find a way to ask you.
Your not too far away to feel.
Please,
Give me another day heal.
Because I can't remember
what it was like,
Not going to bed alone everynight.
Keeping her happy, avoiding the fight,
and living my life to keep the wife.
Thank you. You are right
you know.
Your welcome I'm so nice... um... no.
I'm more like rust I just
grow on
and ruin everything. I go on and
on venting to get it all out of me,
only to find myself deeper in
than I have ever been before.
I cannot keep you if I
cannot care for myself...
I'm so sorry I'm too weak to keep in good health.
And I keep on begging
for torture.