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She thought she should die ?

I try I don't know why but I'm already dead.
Dead in my head and cold in my soul.
I'm influenced by more than I know.
Who gives a fuck? Who really cares ?
Many more minds than I think we think...
Anyway, I'm try-ing to say that we share
the same thoughts of a life so unfair.
Even when we're ready to repair,
...those thoughts are still there!
Well, if, oneday YOUR half is taken away,
I'll stay and repay what I owe.
We can make plans to ... oh, I don't know,
we can plan to go together.
Then I'LL write a letter !!

Dear whoever cares,
We desided to try to climb the stairs,
to the top of the world to see,
what it would be like to be free.
We stood on the edge together to feel,
the wind wash away what is real.
We're ready and relize the rush up ahead,
as the last line of life runs through my head...
If we never said the things we said
and did the things we did to those that we love,
would we still be falling from the sky tonight ?
Feeling so ready and willing to ... heh, ... goodbye.

...and thats all i'll write.
Don't get me wrong I know it's not right,
to give up hope so close to the end of the fight.
Just don't forget what I said.
I was last, in the past, to be there for you...
but I won't let it happen again.
We are true friends ...
... and i'm forgetting the past at last !
But because my future is changing so fast,
I'm missing whats happening now.
...and I can't stop thinking of rain.
The rain of pain falling from the cloud in my brain,
making me more insain wile it starts,
to drown my heart and tear me apart !!
I'm just try-ing to heal wile i'm home !
But I can't seem to do it alone !
I can't seem to keep up my chin !
I can't seem to see whats happening within !
Theres really no reason for me to be feeling this way !
I don't know what to do or to think ?!
I don't know what to say ??

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