i hurt myself
i geuss.
this mess i made myself.
I NEED IT FUCKING HARD.
don't let me go...
one hand around the lower throat
the other digging nails in my back.
bring me the pain. explain to me the past.
the way it was before this torture.
trash everything with meaning to me.
in front of me... leave me screaming to be
set free from the treatment i put myself through.
i hurt myself without you... and...
i'll let it all out on you when i let you
forget me.
untill then .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . upset me.
.
.
don't help me... let me
take it and make it brake me.
i'm only myself
when in peices.