-tickle, poke, push, shove, and pretend not to love-
i'm so worn out and tired.
now you know who i desire.
how do i get to you
now?
how do i get you to
give in with me?
how?
wouldn't you enjoy
a scedual of attention?
don't you need a toy to
free you from the tension
of
pretending not to love?
you have me hanging by your pinky finger.
i'm not a poet. i'm voiceless singer.
i pretend i'm not rich and no decoy.
can you love a handsome man.
can you love a lonesome toy...
...like me?