numb How can I become numb ? Fuck ! If I could I would … Stuck in this spot with my mind missing more, Of that happiness we all seem to be looking for. If I'd just become numb then I wouldn't care, To share what is left of a life so unfair… I'll never know why I do this to myself still, It must be better to give than live to just kill. Kill all the smiles I've kept deep inside, Opening eyes to the lies that I hide. Not one word spoken untrue was from me, And still all these pills aren't setting me free. Can't anyone see what I want to do ? I'm cleaning myself from feeling what's true ! Wile someone writes words for my eyes to feel, It's time to become numb to what's real. 2002©imperfectworldcreations |