I have had a weight on me
I’m not the me that you all see
I’ve been holding on to things
Tangled up in puppet strings

The scissors are still broken

You broke them

Trying to cut metal

Poppies have pedals
Poor flowers
Hibiscuses give kisseses
For hours

But you don’t like kisses

This flower is now dying
I’m some sort of kind of trying
Maybe I’ve watered too much
Just wanted our pedals to touch

I just wanted to grow

Now I do not know

I do not know

Can’t hold on
Can’t let go

Feels like I’m falling but I’m not going down
I’m high
Far up from the ground

Floating around